You’ve tried that repeatedly. The truth is that it doesn't matter which method you’re working with if you´re not aligned with yourself, no one of these methods is going to work anyway.
When you release yourself from the karmic boundaries, fake beliefs, toxic people, or self-worth you don’t want to feel, that’s where all the magic enters. That’s where you will make your soul purpose work with ease.
When you free yourself from draining energy, and the one you used to be, then you can rise as the angel of earth you truly are.